Distraction

I'm thankful that distractions find their way to me quite often the past days.

I'm not even asking for it, instead I keep thinking what I have done last year to the exact time, how I felt, how 'it' felt - and this feeling comes over me again - this strange feeling full with sadness, lonliness and emptiness. This thought of reminding me what happened, the thought that over 365 days have passed.

But without asking for it, I faced so much distraction since 06/25 that my thoughts are torn apart and can't concentrate on one subject. I'm actually thankful for all this madness I currently faced. I could slap someone's face for trying to set me up with someone, but on the other hand, I'm thankful that I got so mad, that it distracted me for a bit. And all the other little things, that keep popping up. Like an unexpected phone call when I was down which then got me in tears because of laughter.

I'm thankful for that.

There's something I need to say...

... long time, no... blog? Whatever!

I REALLY need to write about one subject! And this is Chris Brown's tribute for our angel.

Well, well. Nice tribute. Emotional, I'd say. And yes, I cried too. I don't think he faked the tears. And so on!

But that's not the point! I'm sick of people's ignorance. "Let's move on", "he deserves a second chance", etc.
Since when does a tribute qualify a person a better person? For real now!
Some people act like it was a slap on the wrist and that he didn't beat the ish out of his girlfriend. Fyi, I'm wether a CB nor a Rihanna fan - but beating up a girl/woman goes beyond a "mistake".
His further actions prove if he became a better person. Not a tribute.